lovelife? exciting summer adventures? money?
my laptop is hotter than my sex life.
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do
I’ll still feel you here ‘til the moment I’m gone
Hi. You know, I missed you. Not in an I’m-still-madly-in-love-with-you way, not even in an I-want-to-see-you-right-now way. Just in an I’ve missed you way. Sometimes, heck, who am I kidding, most of the time I wonder what could have been. Too cliché, but that’s really what it is. I wonder what could have been if I did not say that thing I said to you years ago. I wonder what could have been if I had been brave enough to apologize immediately for what I have done. Hell, I wonder what could have been if I quitted fooling around and just gather the strength and confidence and courage to express what I knew I felt for you the whole freaking time. Things would have been different. Not that I’m not happy with what I experienced in my life, but I guess I would’ve been a whole lot happier if we happened. Now I can’t even like someone for more than a few weeks. Damn, we would’ve been years now and we’ll post selfies and photos of our silly bondings and our friends would ask us, “Wow, kayo pa rin?” Your family would’ve met me by now and my family, too and they’ll like you a lot. That’s how I pictured the two of us by now. But nah, none of that happened and nothing would ever even happen anymore. Not even the slightest chance.
I just wish it was that simple. Now I’m stuck with having so many happy crushes and then ending up hurting those who unbelievably likes me (yes, it happens). That’s why I miss you a lot. I missed how I felt for you back then. I can’t find that feeling for many years now. I only get a glimpse of those feelings when I see you, and sadly, well, I can only see you now in Facebook. If only you’ll come back and I get the chance, I would sure as hell won’t even take a second to go out and start anew with you, even as friends at first, I don’t even care. I just really, really missed you.
Set me free,
Leave me be.
I don’t wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I’m supposed to be.
But you’re on to me and all over me..
IMAGINE BEING ATTRACTIVE LIKE HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE
If I Lose Myself